Need

I have this friend who related me his experience with a prostitute... And I myself have tasted somehow, in a way, the tendence to stumble my steps and my moral somehow in order to reach certain pleasure... This explores a bit how this use an object relationship works in both sides, and reveals deep desperation, loneliness and spiritual darkness...

I left my whole moral to meet you,
so did you...
I forgot about love to greet you,
so did you...
I collapsed my dreams,
I broke down my fears,
Loneliness can make you do harm...
so did you...

Its amazing how we can fake,
even love or something else...
the wish to be loved,
makes us deeply go insane...

I saw an object on you,
so did you...
Wanted something out of protocols...
as did you...

I tried with my heart
to avoid it and not fall
but I guess I forgot about faith...
so did you...

Its amazing how we can swear,
we make love, acting like puppets on bed
the wish to feel loved...
made us deeply go insane.

I walked in the dark stinky aisle
so did you...
laid down on the sheets, satin pink wide,
over you

I thought I could get,
All my fantasies and melt
The world with the heat, of a heart in wrecks
having you...

Its amazing how we can swear,
Even love or something else,
In the search to be loved,
We can deeply go insane!

I noticed I just couldn't go on,
Neither you
Something is so wrong in this room,
It isn't you...

I dreamed something more,
I dreamed about love,
But I just can't reach so high this way...
Neither you...

I destroyed my own dignity
so did you...
Sacrificed my intimacy
and so did you...

I finished my act,
Like a pig takes a nap,
Necessary evil, to feed a love famine
Eating you...

The wish to be loved,
The dream to be hugged,
The bright in being kissed,
And you moaning me needed
Made me deeply go insane,
Made you deeply go insane,
In the wings of need we fake
And we deeply go insane...