Decide

This one is also one of my "coping with a broken heart process" expression. I know everything heals within time, but the feeling that such feeling is gonna take forever doesn't keep with the reason no matter how reasonable it is... I wrote this in a moment where I felt my love for her was taking forever. That feeling has to vanish (honestly not yet, I was decided with her), but am coping better now.

I know love is not an event, its a decision
And know you can't become happy cuz of me
And all this words are confussed with love issues
And it's specially vulnerable and am weak.

I know this world is mad, and I am crazy
I know that I know nothing bout this fate
I have no warranty for you to love me
And I have the strongest base to think I'll fail

You have been pretty much clear that you don't love me
And you are not interested on share your life
But something heat me inside when thinking bout this
And tells me it's still time not to give up.

So I decide to love you
I decide to stay here
as long as I do feel
I should keep here
to reach your star
I decide to risk me
And yes, it's not that easy
But somehting good must come
or overcome
with thruth on my side

I know you are not property and nor my mission
I know you set up goals, and made your own path
but something tells me you can reach whatever
together we could climb that mountain high
And i know life with someone becomes complicated
but we have guide enough as God's in our side
If we three stay together we could make it
Provide me with a chance to prove am right.